More of a serious matter, MtG unrelated. Large amount of reading required.

[1337m00nm4n]

So, yeah, as the title says, this is not related to MtG and is gonna be a wall of text. As you're reading I'm sure you're going to want to know why I chose here as a place to vent this out, it's because I know that this is a safe and anonymous online community of which I have friends and don't need to worry about being flamed or this spreading.

So to the actual point. In the past, I have suffered from depression, and gone through many counselors. Finally, they decided to put me on medicine that kept me happy and was working well. However, recently my mood has been steadily going down. I've been thinking about things in the big picture, and the more I do the more I get depressed. Politicians are ignorant and likely corrupt, selfish, and ultimately evil. Anyone that ever tries to rise against this is silenced. Then there's the fact that the economy sucks and it doesn't really seem like it's gonna get that much better by the time I'm old enough to get a job. Then there's the part about me being an antisocial geek that probably will never really get married.... and I can't seem to save any money. I always spend it on impulse. And I'm ashamed to live in America... for reasons that I won't write because I'm afraid to offend people. Ask me what they are if you wan't and I'll send a PM to you. Anyways, I just feel like my future is bleak in America, because I don't really take interest in anything that might be useful to me in my future... so I'm getting really depressed again. Just not sure what to do about it, I don't want to go back to the doctors or counseling because they never really understand and it just causes me more trouble and sadness. :/

[JaCe BeLeReN]

America definitely isn't in it's prime. The best you can do is make pro-Canada jokes and not let it get to you. Gone through the same thing on a lesser level.

[Thorn]

America definitely isn't in it's prime. The best you can do is make pro-Canada jokes and not let it get to you. Gone through the same thing on a lesser level.

Americans Suck
Canadians Rule

Like that?

[BlackJester]

No need to say America sucks. 🇺🇸

I think that they are just going through a rough patch. So is most of western civilization at the mo'.

[Thorn]

No need to say America sucks. 🇺🇸

I think that they are just going through a rough patch. So is most of western civilization at the mo'.

You can say that again.
(please do not quote me and say ok I said it again)

[Zman47]

Bro I feel you. I have depression to. And take meds. And all I basicly do is play magic. But my point is all ways look on the bright side. And you don't want kill yourself or end up in a hospital. Trust me it is terrible.

[Zman47]

I do to. All I do is do something I love to feel better. I take 10-12 pills a day and I'm 13. I hope you don't end like me.

[JaCe BeLeReN]

Everyone! Have a ton of kids (when you can) and teach them the values of not being a$$høles, saving the environment, and magic the gathering. Then release them into the world to spread the word of the IMTGists.

[Thorn]

Everyone! Have a ton of kids (when you can) and teach them the values of not being a$$høles, saving the environment, and magic the gathering. Then release them into the world to spread the word of the IMTGists.

Ok Sorin its time for soccer practice.
Chandra stop teasing Garruk! He's only two!


Also I agree with you Jace

[Fishsticks123]

I must agree with BJ (can i call u that?) that our country is going through a rough patch.

[Thorn]

I must agree with BJ (can i call u that?) that our country is going through a rough patch.

Yeah, we just have a corrupt government that needs to work itself out.

[Kareason]

Agreed. I do think it will get better in time. At least that is my hope. As for the future, don't stress it so hard. I will speak for myself by saying I was the slightly chubby, glasses wearing, top-of-the-class, fantasy/comic read nerd growing up. But the really cool thing is this, it all changes as you get older. All the crap that seems to matter in youth passes.  I am happily married for almost a decade, two great kids, and still nerdy. Same holds for my of my nerdy friends. For most if us our "career" interests show up around 16-20 (my observations).

[Zman47]

I must agree with BJ (can i call u that?) that our country is going through a rough patch.

Yeah, we just have a corrupt government that needs to work itself out.

I totally agree

[smokin terry]

Hey I'm sorry for what you are going through and most of what I can help with us not being able to save money. I'm the one in my group of friends that has always blown his money kinda quick but I spend it eating out but random stuff for me or my friends. I have always spent money on friends because when they are happy that is when I am happiest. Saving money I've tried. Save for only what you need or some big for your self (like my friends sleeves he wants). About a hour ago I was at walmart with some of my room mates and I bought the last five packs of m13 just because it was just under $22. And we just gave each crap the entire time. But that is me.

If you want I would like to hear about some of the other stuff bothering you. I won't be offended or judge.

[Jbombard51]

Dear OP,

   It's easy to let outside influences affect your psychological being.  Depression is a disease, and one way that is proven to work is to attend some support meetings with others whom also share your ailments.  Try not to focus on things that are out of your control, or they can easily spiral out of control.

  I can relate on depression feelings because of direct consequences on my life and well being from the decisions of others both close and distant to me, but I've (with the help of others, professional and personal) developed the tools to play with the cards I've been dealt, but it would be a lie if I said it is always easy to cope with certain situations. 

If you ever need someone to talk to hit me up in PMs, and I'll give you the best support I can.  Some days are better than others, but every day I'm greatful that there is another day.