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You say you love her, so use that love to guide you. I was depressed for almost 7 years. Every time I'm alone I fall into myself and lose track of who I am, but when I'm with somebody I love I focus on them not me. Use your love to push yourself. I try and make my self a better person every single day with every single action I do so that I can make my girlfriend happier each time I see her. I want nothing more than to give her the best life possible and my entire future and everything I do is to make that happen. I use the love I have for her to drive myself to be better because she deserves it. No matter how well I'm doing or how awesome her and my friends and family think I am, I can ALWAYS do something to make myself a better person in some way. So use your love for her to motivate yourself to do better for yourself that way you can do better for her.

This is a philosophy I also follow, however, you need to keep in mind to also do things for yourself too! Don't get wrapped up in always making the other person happy if it comes with a detrement to yourself. I've been there before.

New York Yankees memorabilia!

Octavarium - Dream Theater

I love James LaBrie's voice! No homo but I have a man crush on him haha

I can understand why you were writing this. Whenever we go through tough or traumatic times, subconsciously we try to allieviate the stress and sometimes it's by telling the story or in your case, writing the story. I see why you like to stay away from pills because of your brother but also keep in mind that you said he took narcotics. I'm somewhere in the middle for using medicines and homeopathic treatments, I agree with your assessment of narcotics such as Vicodin or OxyContin as these can be more harmful than helpful but also I do believe there are good medicines out there as well that are "tried and true" as they say. My suggestion for you, if you truly ARE suffering from PTSD is to perhaps try out a few different medications, such as an antidepressant for example. Your psychiatrist should be able to provide these for you because they went to medical school (which is one of the main differences between a psychiatrist and a psychologist).

Remember too, if you do try out any antidepressants and the like, that your body takes a while to get a "constant" level of the medicine into your blood. Therefore you might feel slightly off the first couple weeks that you take them, but that is completely normal! Also, if you end up not liking the medicine they have put you on because of how it makes you feel or whatever reason, just bring it to the attention of your psychiatrist and depending on the type of drug you have been prescribed they can wean you off of it :)

Stay strong buddy, life can be absolutely brutal sometimes, especially in your late teens and early twenties, (I'm 24) but the true test of our character is how we get through it.

Storm crow is poop without storm counters. Work that gut shot

Blaspheme! :P

Hate Creation - Whitechapel

You all crack me up. But just know this, Mythic Rares do exist. I'm living proof!

Yeah, but we're all in a big draft, and all the rares and mythics are taken. I was dumb and passed the rare in my pack years ago :P

^---- Rofl this

And I'm also interested in your thoughtseize :P

Democracy is the most effective choice we have IMO

Effective choice of what?

Form of govt. Communism is a nice idea, it just doesn't work.

Nobody else likes the mighty Yawgmoth? Lol

Random tangent.

If mitt Romney would have gotten elected, our country would have been more business like.  He knows how to run a business.

He doesn't however, know how to not tax people to death in Massacussets. Also, the time machine is not available to you. Mitt Romney is a crony capitalist like the rest of them. Just take your money at gunpoint and give it to his friends.

With all due respect to anyone who believes Democracy works - the differences between Obama and Romney are minuet at best. A two party system gives the illusion of choice, but it's just status quo.

Democracy is the most effective choice we have IMO

Well I understand how I can bring some into it. I'm just curious about how I'm going to make a copy of a planeswalker from that block if they didn't exist in it. Does that make sense? Can I just make NEW planeswalkers that were Legendary Creatures at the time? Or can I reprint planeswalkers from OTHER blocks and insert them into this new one?

Random tangent.

If mitt Romney would have gotten elected, our country would have been more business like.  He knows how to run a business.

I agree with this. He has the experience which is an intangible that cannot be taught.

[Yawgmoth]

I was wondering how familiar you guys are with the entire storyline of Magic the Gathering and who your favorite characters of all time were? I've read quite a few of the books they have printed and my favorite characters of all time are pretty old school. The top 3 would have to be;

1. Yawgmoth
2. Urza
3. Volrath

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strengthen your mutual respect and affinity for each other

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AFFINITY!

no it's not. Affinity means mutual likeness. Look it up

Jokes and jokes and jokes and jokes and spaghetti spaghetti spaghetti spaghetti.

My wife and I wooed each other by alternating cooking for each other. The first thing she ever made for me was Breakfast for Dinner. I was not lying about the bacon and eggs thing.

That's so sweet! I'd love to have a girl that did that :) my ex's cooking wasn't too great haha