Whoever gets the last post wins!

[MarduArrow]

Let me rephrase that Taysby.....NO. xD

You sure?

We are all sure

[AstroGeek327]

Let me rephrase that Taysby.....NO. xD

You sure?

Yes -.- lolz

[Apathy Reactor]

I am uncertain.

[MarduArrow]

Awww

[LinkCelestrial]

I sang happy birthday to myself one year and spent the day with my computer. Good times.

[AstroGeek327]

Holy [poo] I'm so tired right now. I had a chiropractic appointment, a doctors appointment, a counseling appointment, I started a new medication, and I helped set up for this super epic charity nerf war that's tomorrow for 5 hours x( it is now midnight and I just got home, so I better go catch some sleep before herding small children armed with foam shooting blasters for 10 hours tomorrow xD not to mention all the setup we still have beforehand D: and all the tearing down we have to do on Saturday. But anyways, BED xD

I sang happy birthday to myself one year and spent the day with my computer. Good times.

Dis made me sad D: unless you are a total introvert like me and you enjoyed the peace and quiet. But still....it was your birthday.....

[LinkCelestrial]

Holy [poo] I'm so tired right now. I had a chiropractic appointment, a doctors appointment, a counseling appointment, I started a new medication, and I helped set up for this super epic charity nerf war that's tomorrow for 5 hours x( it is now midnight and I just got home, so I better go catch some sleep before herding small children armed with foam shooting blasters for 10 hours tomorrow xD not to mention all the setup we still have beforehand D: and all the tearing down we have to do on Saturday. But anyways, BED xD

I sang happy birthday to myself one year and spent the day with my computer. Good times.

Dis made me sad D: unless you are a total introvert like me and you enjoyed the peace and quiet. But still....it was your birthday.....

Why was I not invited? I can bring my own guns and ammo! I have a closet full of this stuff. I'll even share!

I'm not really an introvert but I'm pretty shy. My personality is really hard to define. I've wasted a lot of time taking tests and stuff with no real results. Anyways, I was alone because my "friend" was with his girlfriend, my parents were out doing their valentines day thingy and I can't remember where my sisters were. It was not a very good birthday.   

[LinkCelestrial]

Let me rephrase that Taysby.....NO. xD

You sure?

Yes -.- lolz

Oh I see... You're just playing hard to get. 

One might even say impossible.

[LinkCelestrial]

One of the three stupidest lines of all time.

[MarduArrow]

He can't tell you, they're secret

[LinkCelestrial]

Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get.

That's why they started making those cards that, you know, tell you exactly what chocolates are inside and what they look like and what position they are in in the box. And if I get a box of chocolates I'm not going to crack it open and find a salad now am I? This is a horrible analogy for the unpredictability of life, because boxes of chocolates are pretty predictable.

Do or do not, there is no try.

Do I need to explain this one? If you're in the process of doing something and you're not sure how it's going to end then how the hell are you supposed to categorize that into do or do not? This is extremely infuriating when used in reference with struggles with depression/addictions/insomnia ect. You can't just make everything happen, sometimes all you can do is try. And anybody that insists things are that simple is either naive, fooling themselves, or living a life I ought to envy.

/end rant

[AstroGeek327]

Holy [poo] I'm so tired right now. I had a chiropractic appointment, a doctors appointment, a counseling appointment, I started a new medication, and I helped set up for this super epic charity nerf war that's tomorrow for 5 hours x( it is now midnight and I just got home, so I better go catch some sleep before herding small children armed with foam shooting blasters for 10 hours tomorrow xD not to mention all the setup we still have beforehand D: and all the tearing down we have to do on Saturday. But anyways, BED xD

I sang happy birthday to myself one year and spent the day with my computer. Good times.

Dis made me sad D: unless you are a total introvert like me and you enjoyed the peace and quiet. But still....it was your birthday.....

Why was I not invited? I can bring my own guns and ammo! I have a closet full of this stuff. I'll even share!

I'm not really an introvert but I'm pretty shy. My personality is really hard to define. I've wasted a lot of time taking tests and stuff with no real results. Anyways, I was alone because my "friend" was with his girlfriend, my parents were out doing their valentines day thingy and I can't remember where my sisters were. It was not a very good birthday.

Heeheehee, you are invited if you can make it to Idaho Falls before its over.....3-5 is for the young kids only, but 5-8 is all ages and 8-10 is 13+ xD it's gonna be fun.....

That sounds like an AWFUL birthday :/ I'm an extrovert except I have severe social anxiety xD it's an interesting combination.

Let me rephrase that Taysby.....NO. xD

You sure?

Yes -.- lolz

Oh I see... You're just playing hard to get. 

I'm not PLAYING hard to get, I AM hard to get xD which works really well cause no one really wants to put up much of an effort so I can live a relatively peaceful life

[LinkCelestrial]

If only I could. xD Though I'm not sure what they'd say about an 18 year old joining up. O_e Maybe cause I brought my own stuff it'd be okay? xD

Social anxiety sucks. One of my friends has it pretty bad. I used to too kinda but I got past it when I realized 98% of people were also too busy worrying about what everyone thought of them. That and I decided I didn't care if they did think poorly of me and that I realized I never had the horrible thoughts I was imagining others thought of me of others. Basically I realized it was irrational. Yay logic. Too bad not all problems can be solved like that and it doesn't work for everyone. I mean, I'm still scared of heights cause I'm like "I could fall and I'd die I could fall and I'd die" then I think "stop being so irrational OMG I'M GONNA FALL AND THEN DIE!" Repeat exposure to your fears while mentally evaluating it and realizing it's not actually a big deal is great. But sometimes you just can't. The mind is willing but the flesh is weak.

[AstroGeek327]

You just haven't found someone like me.

Heh, you are right, I haven't. But that's cause I'm not very attractive and no one seems particularly interested xD which is fine with me, btw.

Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get.

That's why they started making those cards that, you know, tell you exactly what chocolates are inside and what they look like and what position they are in in the box. And if I get a box of chocolates I'm not going to crack it open and find a salad now am I? This is a horrible analogy for the unpredictability of life, because boxes of chocolates are pretty predictable.

Do or do not, there is no try.

Do I need to explain this one? If you're in the process of doing something and you're not sure how it's going to end then how the hell are you supposed to categorize that into do or do not? This is extremely infuriating when used in reference with struggles with depression/addictions/insomnia ect. You can't just make everything happen, sometimes all you can do is try. And anybody that insists things are that simple is either naive, fooling themselves, or living a life I ought to envy.

/end rant

Thank you so so so much for this.....my friend, who I love to death, is always quoting Yoda to me cause I'm battling a self harm addiction (we are both Star Wars nerds so its kinda funny, but not really). It totally sucks. I can't just stop carving words into myself, as gross as it is. It seems like I should be able to if you don't understand self farm, but I CAN'T. My brain has become addicted to the adrenaline and endorphins released when I cut, and it already craves then because of my anxiety and depression. And then it calms me down and makes me feel good, so my brain totally thinks its a good thing. It's such a mess, and Yoda just doesn't understand x) no one does, really, but as long as they don't pretend they do I can live with it.

[LinkCelestrial]

You just haven't found someone like me.

Heh, you are right, I haven't. But that's cause I'm not very attractive and no one seems particularly interested xD which is fine with me, btw.

Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get.

That's why they started making those cards that, you know, tell you exactly what chocolates are inside and what they look like and what position they are in in the box. And if I get a box of chocolates I'm not going to crack it open and find a salad now am I? This is a horrible analogy for the unpredictability of life, because boxes of chocolates are pretty predictable.

Do or do not, there is no try.

Do I need to explain this one? If you're in the process of doing something and you're not sure how it's going to end then how the hell are you supposed to categorize that into do or do not? This is extremely infuriating when used in reference with struggles with depression/addictions/insomnia ect. You can't just make everything happen, sometimes all you can do is try. And anybody that insists things are that simple is either naive, fooling themselves, or living a life I ought to envy.

/end rant

Thank you so so so much for this.....my friend, who I love to death, is always quoting Yoda to me cause I'm battling a self harm addiction (we are both Star Wars nerds so its kinda funny, but not really). It totally sucks. I can't just stop carving words into myself, as gross as it is. It seems like I should be able to if you don't understand self farm, but I CAN'T. My brain has become addicted to the adrenaline and endorphins released when I cut, and it already craves then because of my anxiety and depression. And then it calms me down and makes me feel good, so my brain totally thinks its a good thing. It's such a mess, and Yoda just doesn't understand x) no one does, really, but as long as they don't pretend they do I can live with it.

I used to self harm. I wish I could say I have something that'd help but it just stopped working. There's no advice like bad advice.