Self harm?

[Monrodesign]

Life gets better, I lost my younger brother to an overdose his junior year do to what your going thru. He'd be 22 this year and I believe things would be much different had he had let us know. I really don't want to much into it on the forum it's a touchy subject for me but PM me if you want to talk.

[EvACiDe]

Just keep your head up and push through the .poo.. Life gets much better!  High school is only four years out of your life. That's not very long at all

And when you go to your high school reunions, all those bullies more than likely will have no jobs, end up in jail or dead.

I've found that, like the rest of us, bullies often grow up & turn into better people

Some do, but believe me, lots of them don't. I know this from experience

[Apathy Reactor]

I would offer some sage advice, but everyone else has already said it, you need to get help from your family or a good friend, don't face these trials alone, and life will get better, there may be pain in the night, but joy comes with the morning.

[Wingnut]

So what gives brotha? I talk to people yet?

[YumiBug]

I agree with every one else, having your family to support you is a good thing in this kind of situation.

[Moneekahh]

Please talk to someone. This truly breaks my heart. As someone who was bullied throughout school, I can reLate. I never self harmed, but I became very depressed. It's a difficult thing to deal with. But trust me when I say things get better! It seems like the world now, but TRUST ME, it only goes up from here! Chin up, please PM me if you need someone to talk to. PLEASE. Stop hurting yourself.

[That_Guy]

Hey guys im sorry for not replying ive been busy and kinda forgot i made this lol. I will get around to replying to you all eventually. But i should probably say i read all of these a week ago and they completely pulled me out of it, i told my parents and we have worked out counselling. So today it was a normal afternoon, but then everybody i thought cared that i had left at my school completely started abusing me. I think it was planned. Anyway this has brought me lower than ever before and i have spent the last hour thinking of ways to end my life. Now is probably the best time for help.

[Gorzo]

Hang in there, man. Make sure you keep talking to your parents and getting counseling, and if you are really thinking about ending your life, please please please call the hotline number I posted earlier in the thread. Your life is far too valuable to lose.

Keep in mind, that no matter how difficult things are right now, middle/high school problems are temporary. Suicide is extremely permanent, and not only does it deny yourself of the life waiting for you beyond the crap, but the hurt it leaves behind to your family and those who care about you never goes away.

If there's anything I can do to help, or you just need to talk, you are always welcome to pm me. I've seen bullying, and I've experienced teen suicide. I still think about him, 15 years later, wishing I could have done something different and stopped him. The funeral was one of the most heartbreaking experiences of my life.

[Agrus Kos, Enforcer of Truth]

Talking about your problems is best. What actually causes depression is overthinking and creating problems that aren't there and/or magnifying problems. Talking with someone helps to eliminate those problems you create and put back into scale those you magnified. Trust me, been there, went to counselling and I feel a lot better for it.

[ibtrickey]

I do know how a lot of people feel.. I suffer from depression and bipolarizm. I have been on anti depressants since I was 8-10.. I am still on them. It hurts relationships and friendships. I have cut, overdosed. Been to psych hospitals.. But honestly it is something a person has to want to stop for themselves. My life may still be crap but I have not overdosed in a few months or cut. I have pretty much no friends and no one to hang out with. And no one to be with. Along with a job where I get yelled at and down graded. At home I get yelled at daily.. Life is something you should want to live through and not something you should feel burdened to live. So find a hobby and stick with it:) later.